Friday, April 3, 2020

Let us take an oath

What seemed fun
Suddenly now sounds unfun
"The Virus' has taken charge of all

Sensex numbers are very close to the people who are dead across the globe
People are just worried about the probe
"The Virus' has taken charge of all

People earlier said WhatsApp and Facebook has created social distancing
But now surely everyone knows what is social distancing!!
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

Mickey and Minnie are isolated in Disney
While Donald duck is just dizzy
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

Many are paying for Oxygen the name of ventilator
We all just need medicine which is an authenticator
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

Forgotten is the famous China wall
People Stay safe is the call
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

Open sky and an evening walk sound extravagant
Traffic, pollution and noise is now nonexistent
“The Virus” has taken charge of all


WFH which was need of many
Is no more a need for any
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

When did home become a painful place to live?
Is it the mind which is playing the trick or is it
“The Virus” which has taken the charge of all

A century has passed and as elders say history surely did repeat
Pandemic seen in early 1990 repeated in early 2020
“The Virus” has taken charge of all

My dear fellow citizens, here is my request
Take an oath with hands on your chest
“WE WILL NOT LET THE VIRUS TAKE CHARGE OF US”

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Memories

It's funny on how memories play its game in life... Today morning I happened to search for something and realized it was hard to recollect the details even though it was very close to my heart at some point in time. Why does this happen? Things which were very close to my heart over a period of time has lost its importance and somehow my brain cells found it difficult to find those details for me... (who me? My brain cells constitute me, so whom I am talking about when I say me? Silly me!!!)

Anyways, fact is I found it... ok wait, my brain cells found it... No matter how close things are to my heart, it is my brain cells which comes to our help, so why do people listen to heart over brain? OK, well I know I am digressing….

My memory has been fairly on a good side, my loved ones who has seen me long enough can vouch for me on that… But yet, sometimes, why is it difficult for us to recollect things we want quickly. Is it because I have stopped thinking about it? Is it that there are both and good memories around it? Is it that I have tried to forget it deliberately since there are bad memories around it?  I can state on my behalf. Bad memories kick in very fast for me over the good memories, when I am in bad mood. Why do I get into bad mood is a different topic altogether, but when I am bad mood, why do I always recollect bad memories over good memories. I know scientifically it is do with Serotonin and not to with me in particular, but I still wonder what Dopamine does when Serotonin is playing its role… Anyways, thanks to Serotonin again, you help me recollect good memories when I am in happy mood.

Ok, mind focus on what you wanted to pen down here. Uhm… difficult again… Memory is playing its trick again. I started this blog with an intent of writing something else, which am trying to recollect still ;) and now I landed up writing something else.


What I have realized in the whole thing of recollecting drama from morning, familiarity not only breeds to love but it also leads to memories… Good & Bad. I am learning to embrace my journey of life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories… “Serotonin” did you hear me? Please hear me when I re-iterate, I am learning to embrace my journey of life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories J Please join your hands with the oxytocin and keep me happy… Build only good memories for me J

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Travel and Happiness

World is a book and those who do not travel READ ONLY ONE PAGE - Augustine of Hippo

What a Quote!!!! Yes, if we have not travelled, we truly have read only 1 page and for all you know it might just be a blank page before the actually writing begins in the book!!!!

What is the “plan” for weekend or how was your weekend is the most common question we cannot escape, on Friday evening or Monday morning. This is the very evidence that people want to do something different on the days off from their routine.

All the time I hear that question I so wish I could say I travelled. Yes, “Every time” I hear that question, I so wish I can say, yes, I travelled, travelled yet again this weekend.

People say Happiness is a state of mind… How true!! My mind find happiness literally in different states J

Though I love travelling, I haven’t travelled too much but I want to travel all the time. Given a chance I would love to travel throughout the year and make sure I have put a tick mark against every place in the globe. I love the below picture in specific because it find it so apt picture to my thoughts. By plane, by train, by boat à Actually it doesn’t matter as long as I can travel!!!!!


Why people like travelling is a question that makes me think quite a lot of time. I have also heard varied responses like to get a break, to know various cultures, to meet different people, to see new things, adventure, entertainment, refreshment, freedom, to taste cuisines, passion, to handle new challenges, for photography, to relieve oneself from stress and problems, to learn how different we are than few others in different region, to enjoy local specialties’, for leaning new experiences etc.

But, I ask myself the same question again, why do I like to travel? Both my mind and heart synchronize at the same time and echo the same words – simply because I love to build memories. Yes, I love travelling to build memories. I love to travel with my family, where, what and when doesn’t matter as long as I am travelling and am with my family. Few years down the line, when we sit back and think or look at the photos of our travel and vacation, it surely will bring a smile on all of our faces. Nothing gives more happiness than flipping through the good memories.


Happiness is when you have good memories built with your loved ones in different locations of the world there by saying, we belong to this world!

Thursday, April 23, 2015

A world with no illness

It was a pleasant day in summer. It was summer, but the rain previous night had made it a very pleasant weather. My mind and heart was joyous because of the good weather.

To admire this weather to the fullest I picked my cup of tea and sat in my favorite place in the house to get the view of the nature and sipped the cup of tea slowly with newspaper in laid in front of me. 

Unfortunately, newspapers really don’t give you good news any more. They give you news which put your mood off. It mentioned of people dying of illness, fever, cholera etc.

My imagination went wide and I started imaging the world when every single person is healthy forever and he or she never gets sick. There is no concept in the world as not being well. Everyone is in the best of their health and there are no health issues to anyone starting from new born to the oldest person in the world.

What would happen if this imagination of mine comes true? To begin with, there will be no patients, which is a good part. There would be no pharmacist or chemist. There would be no laboratories inventing new medicines. There would be no rats killed anymore in these labs to test the medicines invented. There would be no lobby of medicines. Paracetamol which is worth only few paisa would be available for the original cost as against 10 INR which is the current price and would be sold as Paracetamol only instead of Crocin or with any other brand name. There would be no doctors and the existing doctors would fight & search for patients. If at all they find a patient, then there would be a mini world war amongst these doctors for the single patient who is sick and alive J… Ha, I am still loving this thought. All good and fine so far, but, imagine, what will happen to our planned sick leave J that will be gone too J


Sick leave brought me back to my real world out of my imaginary world and I winded up my imagination of healthier world thinking about when to apply planned sick leave next J

Monday, April 8, 2013

IPL T20 - My experience


 Jumpak Japang... keep practicing... this ad had caught my mind & the theme of IPL with the music is something that I paid attention to this time!! May be it's because I was destined to go to the match this year :)

I am not a cricket fan ... fan being far, cricket doesn't interest me. To me it is purely waste of time. I rather use that time doing something else that really matters to people rather than sitting & wasting time in front of the TV assuming that we are cheering the players when the reality is that they don't even hear us. It probably is the same even when we go to stadium. We might scream at the top of our voice, but the players might not even pay attention to how we are cheering them when they are concentrating on how to play better. It's my thought process and generally I don't see any match. But there are always exceptions for any rules. Yes, I have an exception that "IF", the match is India, Pakistan match, "then" I really don't mind wasting the time in front of TV. It is all about the simplest algorithm that we use in our day to day life "if-then-else"

I have known earlier when I got this opportunity to go to any cricket in the stadium to watch a match live, I have taken a conscious decision of NOT going there. But this time, after I saw the mails about IPL, somehow felt like going there!!! I had a dead line to decide whether I am going or not till Friday. But it is just me not to decide anything till I cross the deadline. I decided to go to match on Sunday. Alas, tickets were not available. So I told myself, its fine to miss a match. It is after all only a match. I have nothing to gain or lose irrespective of who wins. It was going to be just another miss in life like any other misses that I have had earlier.

Call it luck, or whatever, I happened to get the tickets. 4th April, evening match T-20, should not take much time since it is T20, I told myself. It is Thursday & getting back home late on Thursday night mean I would have an extremely tiring day at work the next day. I prepared myself with necessary medications so that I can be at my best when I go to watch the match, with the food cooked at home for the afternoon, so that I don't feel hungry while watching the match. In short, I had started looking forward for the match!!! I think about it now while writing this, I am smiling thinking about how my thinking had changed!!
My knowledge on cricket is pretty bad. I should say very bad as that would be the apt word. Yes, my knowledge is extremely bad. I know very few cricket players. Morning while I was getting ready to head to office, my husband came to me & said, today match is between  Royal challengers Bangalore & Mumbai Indians. RCB's captain is Virat Kohli. He wanted to make sure that I know the minimum details at least while I go to watch the match.

After having a long day at work, we headed to watch the match. My friend accompanied me to the match. There was lot of other people who were in the stadium from my work place. I entered the stadium, & the 1st thought that hit me was "Wow, it's nice to watch a match in the stadium during evening with the flood lights on. I have made the right decision of coming to the match."
If there was a way to collect energy level to be used later, then visiting the stadium to collect the energy would be the best idea. I saw people oozing out with energy to support the teams. That 1st boundary by Chris Gayle took me by happiness. I stood amongst the rest of the crowd to cheer the RCB team. My friend instructed me to sit whenever he sits & stand whenever he stands. I thought that would be the right thing to do as I might not even be doing the right thing if I don't do so, only to later realize that I could do it on my own. I stood up for every boundary cheering the team. I stood there to check if the claim they are doing is truly the right claim. List continues.

I heard a familiar voice announcing, ladies and gentle man, let us cheer up the team. RCB, RCB, RCB... Chris Gayle, Chris Gayle.... My thought process shifted to figure out whose voice it is. It was extremely familiar. May be a RJ/MJ I thought. I was unable to figure that out till the end of the match. Familiar voice, extremely familiar, but was unable to figure out whose voice it was.

I always thought what would happen in the stadium while the ads are running in the TV between every innings. I wondered what happens in the stadium when a wicket is lost & the new player has to come to the pitch to play. I know I sound very silly when I say that, but that thought always was there at the back of my mind. After watching the match in stadium, I realized that they would just be standing in the field or getting ready for the next over :). Chris Gayle is hurt. He isn't able to get up also. But in next 5 minutes, I see him getting up & running to score few runs. I speak in exclamation, how can he run? He was so hurt. My friend replied, even when you are not well, don't you sit and code. It is all about being used to it. True :)

While the match was on, I saw a small boy may be about 2 or so, waving a RCB flag. Would he even know what he is doing? Why he is doing? But there he was cheering the RCB team :). The little boy wasn't next to his parents. His parents were seated elsewhere, & he was somewhere else waving the flag. I immediately told myself, how come they have left that small kid alone to be away from them in this huge crowd of people.  I would never do it with my kids. I will freak out if they were to be away from me even an inch in the crowd. I could no longer bear the thought & mentioned it to my friend to hear that I need to give little space and freedom to the kids. :) May be true, but I am just this way I thought & smiled over it.

I see a boundary from Chris Gayle & my thought process is disturbed. What an amazing player he is. I hear from my friend if you marry your interest with total work ethics that is what you become :). I wondered what we all had then. No interest in our work or no ethics in our interest :). Another 4 by Gayle & my thought process is disturbed again. It's truly a pleasure to watch them. There was a strategic time out. I didn't pay much attention to that. I hear familiar songs that are run for the cheer leaders and also see Yakshagaana steps by one of the other person on the bench other than cheer leaders.

Match starts again. Few wickets are gone. More boundaries. More fun in the stadium. Gayle is 50, not out. A huge cheer and screaming is heard and seen. The energy level there is very high again. 6 & 4 alternates when Gayle hits the ball. Only aim - "score as much as you can" is clearly seen. RCB's finish their innings at 156 runs. I checked the time then. It is already 9.45. Unbelievable!!! Did I also get sucked up in match so much that I didn't realize the time? Must be!!!

2nd innings start. I see the God of cricket coming in for batting. People in the stadium get up & bow to him as if they are truly in front of the God. Which team they are supporting doesn't matter when they see Sachin. Yes, he is extraordinary. No 2nd thoughts about it.

The match starts & there are few 4 & a 6. I see a comparison done between MI & RCB. RCB were this much for this over etc. I see MI are ahead of us at that particular point in time. People supporting MI were generally lesser & is expected. I know it is not right to compare the score over by over between the teams. But I did that. Again, part of me!!! I see strategic time out again. What is strategic about it? I ask myself. I don't find a convincing answer. I asked my friend about this without being able to hold it to myself. To break the flow of the players & to get the revenue :). It is during this time out that the ads are screened in the TV I heard. It sounded convincing. Yes, it indeed was!!! Just 2 balls after the strategic time out Sachin is dismissed!!! It truly broke the flow & sounded strategic :) Required run rate is crossing 8 per over & is a good thing I thought. I was getting low on energy & it was after all "Pepsi" IPL, so landed up having "Pepsi" & watermelon to gain some energy. I wondered how people retained their energy screaming out so loud and cheering up for so long. Mine was almost dropping to zero & so felt the match was dragging a bit :). I started drawing parallels again. Even while I go to watch movie, I feel it is drag in between the movie. I had a similar feeling in the mid of 2nd innings. But, I see MI's were struggling now to catch up with the score. Last few overs & I see amazing hits by bats men. Only 6 & 4 were hit in one of the last 5 overs. It again increased my adrenaline rush!! I see the increasing pressure on the batsmen. They want to perform, but they are not able to. I started drawing parallels again. Even in life when pressure increases, we just cannot perform. This match is so uncertain. Last 2 overs to go & there is tremendous pressure on batsmen, no one knows who would win. Life is similar too I thought. Life is equally uncertain, what happens the next moment nobody would know.

Some good fight by RCB in terms of fielding & there goes Vinay Kumar claiming 2 wickets. MI's are almost losing yet trying hard to win. There goes the last ball & RCB's win the match. The whole stadium goes screaming to cheer the team. I was no exception. It definitely was a match worth watching. It was a lot of fight, lots of pressure, lots of fun :). I am sure this match was like any other IPL match probably, but for me it truly was an outstanding match for 2 reasons. I neither watch cricket, nor had gone to stadium. It was a 1st hand experience for me.

People rush out of stadium to make sure traffic doesn't affect them & we are no exception. While heading back home, I mentioned to my friend, how close we stayed to the stadium for 14 years & yet didn't even watch any match earlier. As my friend aptly mentioned "closer you are the temple, farther away you from God!!" may be true.

Next morning I update my facebook status to "IPL se koi nahin bachega... Truly ... :) "  I see few likes and comments & am sure they have experienced it too :) 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Fear overrides every other feeling




It was way back in 2010, I have given a try to visit a falls in Sirsi. I have heard the sight of it is extremely nice and beautiful but haven't been successful to get a sight of it. I have tried but wasn't successful. Everyone who had been there say it is extremely nice. I wasn't able to go there as I was tired half way. I was so tired in the mid way (I suppose), that I was neither able to  go further nor come back.

I rested for a while. There was no way I could go further to see the falls & so decided to head back home. We started climbing the stones/steps to head back home. But I was not able to do that either. I was struggling to get back. May be it was a wrong idea to venture into something that I could not have done. But it is all about trying out new stuff you see.

It was a deserted place as well. I was wondering what can bring in energy in me. That's when my one of my closed ones said, imagine that there is a tiger & our life is in danger. You will start running out of fear and all your tiredness will vanish in no second.

How true!!! If our life is in danger, we will run to save our life irrespective of how tired we are or what our physical state is. It is this fear which over rides all other feelings and emotions. Any one in fear will just do what he/she can do to best come out of the fear.

It need not have to be just the fear of life, it could be any fear. Fear of losing our reputation, fear of spoiling our name, fear of being caught by cops for doing some wrong stuff on road including the signal jumping etc makes us disciplined. If there was no law, if there was no fear of anyone or anything in life, then I cannot even imagine what a place world would have been to live. Even with so much of laws, control etc, world is a miserable place to live in. If there was no fear of anything, then there was absolutely no way people would be disciplined.

Everyone is controlled by a set of fear. Well known phobias apart, some people have the fear of consequences for every act; some people have the fear of answering people, etc. It is this fear which overrides every other feeling or emotion in everyone. 

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Bitter fact of life


It is very funny on how people treat you. If you listen to every shit people tell about you & do everything they expect you to do, then you are good, you are nice & all its synonyms. One day, you don't listen to them or question them or ask them the reasoning, you are nonsense, and you are bad & all its synonyms :)

You can impress one person, probably 2, probably 3. But if you have to keep everyone happy around you, you are killed in the process. No body really cares about it as long as they get what they want!!! Yes, sounds harsh, but that's the fact of life.