Memories

It's funny on how memories play its game in life... Today morning I happened to search for something and realized it was hard to recollect the details even though it was very close to my heart at some point in time. Why does this happen? Things which were very close to my heart over a period of time has lost its importance and somehow my brain cells found it difficult to find those details for me... (who me? My brain cells constitute me, so whom I am talking about when I say me? Silly me!!!)

Anyways, fact is I found it... ok wait, my brain cells found it... No matter how close things are to my heart, it is my brain cells which comes to our help, so why do people listen to heart over brain? OK, well I know I am digressing….

My memory has been fairly on a good side, my loved ones who has seen me long enough can vouch for me on that… But yet, sometimes, why is it difficult for us to recollect things we want quickly. Is it because I have stopped thinking about it? Is it that there are both and good memories around it? Is it that I have tried to forget it deliberately since there are bad memories around it?  I can state on my behalf. Bad memories kick in very fast for me over the good memories, when I am in bad mood. Why do I get into bad mood is a different topic altogether, but when I am bad mood, why do I always recollect bad memories over good memories. I know scientifically it is do with Serotonin and not to with me in particular, but I still wonder what Dopamine does when Serotonin is playing its role… Anyways, thanks to Serotonin again, you help me recollect good memories when I am in happy mood.

Ok, mind focus on what you wanted to pen down here. Uhm… difficult again… Memory is playing its trick again. I started this blog with an intent of writing something else, which am trying to recollect still ;) and now I landed up writing something else.

What I have realized in the whole thing of recollecting drama from morning, familiarity not only breeds to love but it also leads to memories… Good & Bad. I am learning to embrace my journey of life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories… “Serotonin” did you hear me? Please hear me when I re-iterate, I am learning to embrace my journey of life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories J Please join your hands with the oxytocin and keep me happy… Build only good memories for me J