It's funny on how memories play its game in
life... Today morning I happened to search for something and realized it was
hard to recollect the details even though it was very close to my heart at some
point in time. Why does this happen? Things which were very close to my heart
over a period of time has lost its importance and somehow my brain cells found
it difficult to find those details for me... (who me? My brain cells constitute
me, so whom I am talking about when I say me? Silly me!!!)
Anyways, fact is I found it... ok wait, my
brain cells found it... No matter how close things are to my heart, it is my
brain cells which comes to our help, so why do people listen to heart over
brain? OK, well I know I am digressing….
My memory has been fairly on a good side, my loved
ones who has seen me long enough can vouch for me on that… But yet, sometimes, why
is it difficult for us to recollect things we want quickly. Is it because I have
stopped thinking about it? Is it that there are both and good memories around
it? Is it that I have tried to forget it deliberately since there are bad
memories around it? I can state on my
behalf. Bad memories kick in very fast for me over the good memories, when I am
in bad mood. Why do I get into bad mood is a different topic altogether, but
when I am bad mood, why do I always recollect bad memories over good memories.
I know scientifically it is do with Serotonin and not to with me in particular,
but I still wonder what Dopamine does when Serotonin is playing its role…
Anyways, thanks to Serotonin again, you help me recollect good memories when I am
in happy mood.
Ok, mind focus on what you wanted to pen down
here. Uhm… difficult again… Memory is playing its trick again. I started this
blog with an intent of writing something else, which am trying to recollect
still ;) and now I landed up writing something else.
What I have realized in the whole thing of
recollecting drama from morning, familiarity not only breeds to love but it
also leads to memories… Good & Bad. I am learning to embrace my journey of
life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories… “Serotonin” did you
hear me? Please hear me when I re-iterate, I am learning to embrace my journey
of life with good memories and wipe away all my bad memories J Please join your hands with the
oxytocin and keep me happy… Build only good memories for me J
